Weekend :)

This weekend, I don't have one plan...and I love it. I'm going to clean and organize my room and go to dinner with Scott.

That is it!

I have Monday off for Memorial day, and I don't have school on Saturday.
The only thing I plan on doing, is seeing a lot of Scott. :)I feel like I haven't seen him in forever...okay well I saw him this morning....
But we have been spending more time apart...which I don't like one bit.
BUT on July 1st that will change. ;)I can't tell you why...yet, but I will tell you later.

I love this boy:

Today is my Friday!

I don't work, or have school tomorrow.
I feel like I have a lot to do!
I am pretty much combining Scott's apartment, and my room into one.
It seems like a lot of work, but I know i'll get a lot done on Friday.
I am having mixed emotions on the change.
It will be so much fun to live with Gentri, but its sad leaving Scott's apartment.
I have grown to love it.
It is such a cute apartment.

Gentri and me are going to start up craft night on Fridays!!!
and that just makes me giddy thinking about it!
I am pretty sure that it will start next friday!

We don't have an idea of what we will make yet, but we have come up with some pretty cool things....well one cool thing!
and now that I am 21, and Gentri is just about 21, we are going to buy some fun little drinks and sip on them while we do our craft project!!!!
AH I AM SO EXCITED

Saturday some girls from school, and me are going to dinner for my birthday.
That will be super. I am excited!!!

twenty-one.

Big surprise that someone would go to Vegas for their 21st right?
I don't care though, because it was a blast.
Not a lot of people could go to Vegas with their mom and have so much fun. I love her to death.
Being 21 is not much different, but I have decided that I think going to bars is really fun.
I have been informed that Utah bars are not nearly as fun as Vegas bars, but I will decide that one for myself.
I really enjoy spending time with Scott. He makes me so happy. He came to Vegas with me, and I don't think it would be possible for me to get sick of him. He is my favorite.
While walking down the strip we heard so many couples arguing, and just looked at each other and laughed.
We never argue, and I love it.
He is the best.
We all went out to dinner with the whole group on Saturday, took a bunch of pictures, and drank a lot of foo foo drinks.
My favorite bar was called Serendipity...like the movie that I haven't ever seen, but hear so much about.
It was so cute! It was pink, and so cute! haha
The first couple of drinks that I ordered in Vegas, I didn't even get IDed. So thats cool I guess....
Well, there isn't much difference, and I don't feel that much older.

Passenger Seat

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"Do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

-Death Cab For Cutie.

Creepy dreams.....

Thought of the day.
I think in order to keep a good relationship, you need to want to impress your partner. Not in a bad way, just in a healthy way. You need to want to get ready, and want to go out and do things. I feel like me and Scott have this, and I am so happy about it. He is just so great, and he makes me so happy.

I had a couple of dreams last night, and I think it just made me realize how great I have it.

Here is an update on my outfit today.
So i left my jeans at home, and I slept at Scott's last night. Thankfully, I had some leggings in my car. So i look like im heading up the slopes to go skiing...in the 80's.

I have black leggins on.
a teal hood less sweatshirt on
and fake ugg boots.

:)

I am just feeling really good about it right now. ha ha

So Vegas is getting closer and closer, which means I am almost 21!
AHHHHH

I can't wait!

Okay Bye

Good Morning Friends

Here is an update for the time I have not been blogging.
(I know I have been slacking)
Work: Been super crazy, a lot of people who worked here....do not work here anymore.
I have applied for 2 positions: Team Supervisor, and Support Trainer.
Wish me luck!

School: School is pretty good, still learning a lot, and having fun. Not too many updates there.

Personal Life: I have decided that after I broke up with my ex boyfriend, that I am going to be single and focus on myself. I have really been focused on my diet, and I am super excited. I love waking up in the morning and getting on the scale. :) I am down 15 pounds. I have ordered a bikini from Victoria's Secret and I can't wait for it to arrive. I am determined to feel confident when I get to wear it in the summer. I have to admit being single is actually pretty fun. I don't feel like I really have time for someone else right now, and I have NO idea how I did it before... It is nice just to come home and hang out, and not have to worry about what someone else is doing.

Well that's about it for today....BYE!

A couple updates :)

So today is an exciting day.

I am down 10.2 pounds :)
I feel like I am really committed and it is starting to show.
woohoo.

I told myself that at every 10 pounds I lose, I will reward myself.
So I bought 2 pairs of shoes, and a ring.
Can't wait!

I feel like there was something else that was happening, but I can't remember.

I will update you again, if I can remember :)

Debbie!? Are you serious?

I work at a customer service place, and answer calls all day.
5 out of 10 times, I answer the phone and people think my name is Debbie.
Nope, its not definately not.

Other names I get all the time:
ELBY
BOBBIE
ROBBIE

ha ha its like they only hear "bbbie" and nothing else, and then they say whatever they want!

I find that I get the most annoyed with people who call me Debbie.

And then they keep calling me Debbie like 10 times throughout the conversation.

"Alright Debbie, Can you show me how to do this, Debbie?"

I wonder if i say my own name funny?

Whats on the menu for tomorrow...you ask??? =

Tonight i am going to create a very yummy lunch, and dinner for myself for Wednesday.

The menu consists of:

Breakfast: Strawberry smoothie...
(I admit, I am addicted, and I have had this for breakfast for 3 days)

Lunch:
Mmmmm Mmmmmm Meatballs
http://hcgrecipes.blogspot.com/2007/09/meatballs.html

with Marinara Sauce
http://hcgrecipes.blogspot.com/2007/09/marinara-sauce.html

Dinner:
Tomato Soup
http://hcgrecipes.blogspot.com/2007/09/tomato-soup.html

I plan on being very satisfied.

MAGIC BULLET

I bought a magic bullet, and I have already used it to make:
Home Made Apple Sauce
&
Strawberry Shake

Both of these items are on my diet of course! I love this little machine!
It rocks, if you don't have one, I suggest that you buy yourself one. :)

I have discovered some new recipes for my HCG diet.
Thanks to HCGrecipes.blogspot.com

Everyone that I have tried, I love.
Such as:

My homemade apple sauce:

I just steamed the apples in my oven for about 30 minutes, and then took them out and put them into my magic bullet with a little bit of water, and cinnamon and stevia (Healthy Sweetener). It made the apples all mushy, like baby food, and tastes so delicious.

Also, I made Strawberry slushy thingy.

Put 3-4 Strawberries in the magic bullet, with about 1/4 of lemon juice, depending on how sour you like it. Add crushed ice, and a little bit of water, and 1 packet of stevia. You will need to play around with it, to see how you like it. But all of the ones I have made were so good.

This is going to help me, because I truly get sick of just eating plain apples, because they are kind of dry tasting, and pretty bland.

I also made a chicken noodle soupy thing, without the noodles of course.
It consists of:
Very Low Sodium Chicken Broth
100 grams Shredded Chicken
Celery
and spices of your choice.
I used mostly sea salt and pepper.
I also added in onion and a little garlic.

I am having that for lunch today, and im pretty excited about it.

This is going to change the diet completely, because I am so much more determined.
I was so ready to give up on Saturday, when I was at school, but I am glad that I didn't :)

It just gives you hope that this might really be a life changing experience, and you really won't want to go back to your old eating habits.

If you are doing the HCG diet, and you are feeling discouraged, please go to that website, it is so helpful, and has so many healthy meals!

I love you, magic bullet.

Day 4? Or something...

So today, is day 4? I think...Well technically its day 7 so go me.

If you aren't familiar with how HCG goes, ill explain.
The first three days you can eat as much as you want.
I tried to get everything out of my system that I liked.

Mostly fast food.

But you start injecting the HCG.

After those 3 days, you eat hardly anything.
Today was rough, I was at school and everyone was eating
good food. Burritos, chips and salsa, french fries, and quesadillas.
I didn't give in.

I came up with a fabulous idea.
I went to Harmons on my way home from school, and
bought a can of tomato sauce.

Very healthy and hardly any calories.
I heated it up with a little basil, and sea salt and pepper.

I ate the whole can!

But i am not hungry one bit. :) I am pretty proud that i am sticking to this,
and not giving it.

I feel pretty determined

Tonight is going to be another challenge. I am going to a movie
with my friend Krystal, and popcorn is one of my weaknesses.

This is going to be very hard, but I am determined to do it.

Valentines Day >

My thoughts on Valentines day.

Valentines day is supposed to be a special day between you and your loved one.
I feel like it is a holiday, for your dick boyfriends to make up for how big of a dick they are...MOST OF THE TIME.

Now there are some situations, where this isn't the case.

I feel that girls and guys should show that they love each other more than 1 time a year.

Day 3 of Diet/Update on Day 2.

Day 2 went okay. I was feeling very energized, which is good, because the first day I was very tired. I need to focus on going to bed a little earlier.

Woke up, weighed in at a loss of 2.0 LBS.

Totaling: 5.6 pounds! I am pretty excited.

Day 3 update.

Feeling pretty good, I went to the store last night and bought lean hamburger, and very lean steak, which will be good, because I find that I get sick of chicken really fast.

Keep you posted!

Diet: Day 2

Day 2 of my HCG diet.

Yesterday went okay. A little rough. I woke up and gagged down about a half an egg.
Tried to cut up a grapefruit, which is a lot harder then you would think. I cut it up like an orange, and it wasn't such a good idea. So I didn't eat too much of either of my breakfast items.

Lunch:
Chicken & Asparagus
Pretty delicious

Dinner:
Apple and Chicken

Snanks:
Melba Toast...Pretty delicious :)


Lost 3.6 pounds!

Day 1 of eating healthy.....

Breakfast: 1/2 a grapefruit & one egg..minus the yolk.
Snack: Melba Toast Cracker.
Lunch: Grilled Chicken & Asparagus
Snack: Melba Toast Cracker & Tea
Dinner: Spinach Leaf Salad with 3 egg whites, tomato and cucumber slices, and lemon juice for dressing.

Yup, you guessed it, im doing HCG. I wish to lose like 30 pounds...and its going to be tough, but I will be able to do it. I am doing it with my brother, and his girlfriend. We all live together, so it will be a good support system.

The hardest part is eating the eggs...I have to gag them down.

:)

Keep you posted.

Girl's Night ~

Plan:
Arts & Crafts.
Glitter Nails.
Fruity Drinks.

When:
Tonight

:)

Keegan #

Keegan and I became friends my Senior Year in high school. He introduced me to so many things, and taught me to be a better person. He was the most non-judgmental person that I knew, and taught me to be that way too. I think about him every single day of my life, and it makes me so sad that he is no longer here with me. I can't wait to see him again! RIP Keegan! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

Come in and make an appointment!

I am going to Esthetician School at Elase. I have started to do facials, and manicures, pedicures, body wraps, lash and brow tint, hot stone massages, and soon to be a lot more. I am on the floor every Wednesday Thursday and Every Other Saturday. If you want to get any of those above items done, you can make an appointment, and I would be happy to do it for you! My favorite is the Hot Stone Massage. Give me a call, or text me and i can let you know what I have open. :)